Friday, 24 August 2012

Chapter Fourteen

Rana: la tgoleen but.. ra7 tinsain 9adgeene

Rawan was still thinking to herself if she should tell her sister or not.

Rawan: can you please stop  interrupting? you're making it harder for me

Rana looked confused.

Rawan: I didn't break up with him.

Rana: NA3AAAAAMMM? intay mu men 9ijich 9a7? shloon terthainha 3ala nafsich inich tkuneen his second girlfriend Rawan? do you even know what that means?

Rawan said with tears streaming down her face: adre wala adre.. bas shasawe gooleely wala a7iba Rana a7iba

Rana did nothing except hug her sister. She was positive that her sister would eventually come around and realise that what she's doing is wrong and put an end to it.

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Weeks went by and the summer was almost over and the girls were about to go back to school in a week.
What happened in the past few weeks? Rawan broke up with Aziz. NOT because she stopped loving him but because she realised that he didn't love her back. He only loved the way she made him feel and the way he loved life and being free when he was around her. His true love was towards his first girlfriend and when Rawan made him choose between them, he didn't choose her. Surprisingly she wasn't affected by the breakup that much and got over it within three days and thats what made Rana worry, she thought that her sister wasn't the type that would ever seriously fall in love or experience a relationship like the one she has Rashed. Rana was scared to admit this to herself because she feared that it would be true, she never wanted to think that her sister was a player and could easily replace anyone she liked. Every time Rana thought that she would say to herself "its not her fault, she just wasn't lucky in her past relationships, w a9lan a7sanlaha chithy ma t3awer galbha"

And the twins mom was doing great and she's back home. The girls were taking care of her now.

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It was Saturday and the girls were going to start school in a week. The they decided to go out and buy their school shoes and bags.

Rano:
Rashed 7abeeby ana 6al3a ma3a rawan binroo7 il avenues

Rashed AlX:
Bit6awloon?

Rano:
Kinda, bensawy shopping then bnitghada

Rashed AlX:
I miss you

Rano:
Me too, yalah bas buga one week oo itshoofny!!

Rashed AlX:
Laish moo one hour?

Rano:
Huh?;s

Rashed AlX:
Ee al7een bamur wahabo oo binye avenues

Rano:
La rashed tekfa wahab la2, rawan ma3ay

Rashed AlX:
Please rana? Ya3ne he's my cousin shtabeene asawy? Atbara mena?

Rana was scared that her sister was going to get mad at her about what she's done, but she really did miss Rashed and wanted to see him so she didn't really bother thinking about it that much.

Rano:
Okay

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Rawan: ranoo shofay mu chena hatha il flat 7elo?

Rana: laa shofay hatha a7la

Rawan: EEE perfect! 

Rana: haha w shfeech meshta6a ag9a school shoes, haday a39abech *giggles*

Rawan: *whispers* mu chetha hatha..

Rana knew the next thing she was going to hear was "Wahab" so she decided to try and change the subject.

Rana: umm.. oo la tensain tara lazem endawer 3ala bags ma khala9na

Rawan: rana look its rashed oo wahab

Rana could see the pained/annoyed look on her sister's face then she realized how selfish she was being. So she acted as if she didn't know.

Rana: 9ij wain? *looks left and right*

Rawan: walah 9ij? you're gonna act like you don't know? 7abeebty, rashed doesn't move an inch without telling you where he's going

Rana: inzain oo intay laish m3a9ba?

Rawan: la2ina ma7eb a7ad yestahbil 3alay cheny ghabeya

Rana knew the real reason why Rawan was upset. It was because she saw Wahab, but Rawan was acting strong and decided to put the blame on her sister instead. Rana took the blame because it was mostly her fault.

Rana: i'm sorry..

Rawan: khala9 6af, lets just go home we'll come back another day, wahab is staring 

Rana: la2 rawan, many mkhaleetich twareena ena he's bothering you, act as if he doesn't exist. you have to show him that you're strong w ina uhwa mu hamech, may9eer kel ma shefteeh ib tin7ashain. yalah al7een abeech you put on a sexy face and we're gonna walk right past them.

Rana didn't give her sister a chance to speak, she held on tightly to her arms making sure she wouldn't escape and pulled her out of the shop.

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Thursday, 16 August 2012

Chapter Thirteen

Rawanii:
Shqa9dik ya3ne 3aziz? You have two girlfriends?

3aziz AlX:
Ee.. Bas sim3eeny Rawan before you say anything I DO LOVE YOU! W allah shahed shkether bas my other girlfriend ghair, we've been together for three years now and I'm so attached to her I can't leave her. But that doesn't mean I don't love you, when I met you I felt something different I felt like I can do whatever I want with you and you care about me and you're a fun person to be around and you make me laugh, walah a7ibich Rawan tikfain la tkhaleeny

Rawan did feel like everything he said was sincere and from his heart but she couldn't get over the fact and accept the feeling that she's the second one and she's probably the reason that another girl feels miserable and worthless right now and she couldn't take responsibility for that. She wanted 3aziz and she wishes to forget everything he said and just keep living with him the way she used to before without having anything in the way. But now there was something very big standing in between her and 3aziz.

3aziz AlX:
Rawan please riday 3alay

Rawanii:
3aziz I can't be the reason for you to cheat on your girlfriend and I can't know that and keep talking to you, I'm not that kind of person.

3aziz AlX:
Just give me a couple of days I swear I'll work things out just don't leave me please walah a7ibch

Rawan felt confused, she felt weak. She couldn't resist him. But yet again the though of her not being his one and only kept pushing all of those feelings away.

Rawanii:
I love you.

She knew what she was doing was wrong, she knew it wasn't right for her to steal him away from his girlfriend but yet again it wasn't her fault, she didn't know. She also trusted 3aziz and knew that he would fix this like he said, or at least she hoped he would.

Rana noticed that her sisters tears were filling up her lap so she went over to hug her.

Rana: Rawan shfeech?

Rawan: 3aziz..

Rana: oo shfeeh 3aziz?

Rawan: 3aziz has a girlfriend before me and they're still together 

Rana was speechless.

Rawan: RANA GA3DA TIFHIMEEN? I'M NOT HIS ONE AND ONLY!!! 3AZIZ 3INDA WA7DA GHAIRY YA RANA!

Rana: aham shay ina uhwa galech il9ej and you know everything about him and its over now, btilgain ily a7san mena 

Rawan didn't know what to say.

Rawan: but..

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Will Rawan tell her sister the truth? Or will she hide whats going on to avoid her sisters questions?