Chapter Eight

Rana: shfeech wagaftay? continue

Rawan: khayfa

Rana: la tkhafeen just write whats on your mind w I'm always gonna be here for you

Rawan did what she was told.

Rawanii:

Wahab I don't want a boyfriend ... I want a man that loves me and will love me forever, I'm not just looking for a current relationship I'm looking for a future husband. Abee wa7id y7bny mithil ma a7iba w AKTHAR ba3ad. You don't get it, you never showed me love or care. You reply to me hours later. Yes I love you but I'm not willing to be hurt by you.

Wahab AlX   -BARCA:

Rawan, rawanii 7abeebty walah a7ibich walah w I told you I'll change for you asawee ily tabeena wallah asif. Bes alah ykhaleech I want a chance

At that time Rawan really felt he was sincere.

Rawanii:

Okay..

Wahab AlX   -BARCA:

Okay? Ya3nee okay?

Rawanii:

Eee okay

Wahab AlX   -BARCA:

YA3NE YOU'RE MINE??!!??

Rawan giggled at how crazy he sounded.

Rawanii:

Yup!

Wahab AlX   -BARCA:

AAAKHH YA GALBY

Rawanii:

Smela 3ala galbik;*

They continued talking all night, Rawan seemed very happy. Wahab was replying within seconds and everything was great.

She slept that night with a beautiful smile on her face.

-

Rana woke up to her blackberry ringing the next morning.

[Incoming Call] - Rashood;*

Rana:*sleepily* aloo?

Rashed: a7ibich

Rana:*blushed* w ana amout feek

Rawan interrupted: waay 3ishtaw mghazal min il9ib7

Rana: way3a intay min wain ti6l3een

Rana went back to talking to Rashed and ignored everything that came out of Rawan's mouth. She talked to him for a few minutes before hanging up.

She discovered that Rawan was tanning by the pool so she decided to join her. She changed into her neon pink bikini, grabbed her banana boat tan and her i-pod and headed down to the pool. 

As Rana was applying tanning oil to her skin the girls mother came out.

Rawan: Hala mama

Their mother: Hala 7abaybi, ana ray7a azoor khalatkum w yemkin ag3ad 3indaha lay bilail so la ti6l3oon laina maku a7ad belbait w bakheth Awrad ma3ay

Rawan: inshalah, inzain w mita birid baba?

Their mother: madre walah 7abeebty bes probably next week, byig3ad as much as he can this time inshalah.

The girls father worked in the UK. They weren't that close to him since he was always traveling back and forth trying to juggle his family and his work. They did miss him sometimes of course but they felt his work was more important to him sometimes. They also felt bad for their mother as she didn't have him around all the time but il7imdillah her family made it up for her.

Rawan: inshalah, salmay 3ala khalty

Their mother: inshalah, take care

After hours of swimming the girls were exhausted. They obeyed their mother and didn't go out. They spent the rest of the night watching movies and talking to their guys.

-

3 weeks later.

Rawan and Wahab were still together but Rawan didn't feel as happy as she thought she would. Rana clearly saw that in her eyes but didn't say anything about it, neither did Rawan.

One day Rawan decided to write down what she felt on a piece of paper without holding herself back and then she would burn it so no one would see it. She thought that this would get things off her chest.

"As much as I'm happy that I finally have someone that cares about me but there's something inside me telling me there is someone better for me out there, someone better than Wahab, that will love me better that will care about me more that will take care of me. I just see how Rashed treats Rana and there's a big difference, he loves her like hell and he would do absolutely anything for her. Wahab is not making me feel that way, after every fight we have he'd change to the better but then goes back to replying late, not caring and show me his love. I'm not jealous of my sister, I just want to be as happy as her."

As she was typing she could feel her hot tears streaming down her face and leaving damp spots onto the paper. 

Rana walks in to the room.

Rana: Rawan? shfeech?

Rawan: please just leave me alone 

Rana: la I won't, why are you crying? 3ashan Wahab 9a7? Shoufay Rawan ana sikat wayed w shiftich w intay tit3athibain w sikat bes mara7 askit akthar mn chthy. entay wayed 9bartay 3alaih in hope that he'll change bess he's not, ya3ne lai mita btan6reena yred 3alaich w tig3ideen 7a6a eedich 3ala khadich? khala9 3ad inshalah 7adich, walah btilgain a7san mina, don't stay with him cause you think you won't 

Rawan: what the hell? seriously? I'M WITH HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM RANA MU 3ASHAN SHAY THANY! 

Rawan knew that everything her sister said was true but she didn't want to admit it so she just got mad at her and left the room.

Rana picked the paper up and started reading it. Her heart ached so bad for her sister and what made it ache more is the fact that she won't let her help her. 

-

Rawan kept ignoring her sisters begging for her to leave Wahab. She kept saying that he'd change and be better. But soon, Rana felt that her sister was happy again so she guessed that Wahab was treating her well. But little did she know that wasn't the reason..

One day Rawan and Rana were chilling in there room when suddenly Rawan spilled out something she's been wanting to say for weeks.

 

Rawan: Rana, I know someone else..